This is like one of the craziest months during the school year. I have 6 finals that I just found out today that I have to take!! Yayyyy >.<!!! We also have alot going on in dance. We have workshops next week. I’m pretty excited. Then the week after that is our end of the year dance show. I am beyond nervous. I don’t feel any where near to being prepared. I just wish Momma D was back to help us out a lot!! It gets better the week right after the show are auditions for Level 4!! KILL ME NOW!!! we have to have a 1min. solo i only have about 13 sec. I’m so not ready and something about doing a solo in front of Momma D always scares me -.-!! Hell shes scares me!! After that is finals and then school is over and I’m a Senior!!! :DDD 

But out of everything I personally think tomorrow is going to be the hardest for me. I just have to understand what I want and what i need is just not him. And I need to face it. I miss him, but I would never admit that to him anyone else. He was my best friend the one person I could go to for everything. It just sucks how he’s not there anymore. It sucks how we use to somehow be important to one another and now we don’t say a word to each other. Hell we barley make eye contact with each other. I’ll get over somehow!!